我不配

总觉得，那感觉太不真实。

总觉得，我们像两个世界的人。

这样的我，不适合拥有爱情。

the world of reality

Sometimes, you just have no choice but to deal with things you dont want to deal.

Sometimes, all you can do is to laugh it off.

I am lost. in being in the world of an adult.

sometimes, staying here seems to be an opportunity. a chance where i can take a breathe and feel like a child again.

Another 2 more month perhaps, back to the world of reality.

I dont like this crushing feeling. the feeling of it felt like there are thousands of stones pressing on your chest.

I know. i have more than i can wish for.

i have no rights to say anything.

hesitation

i am trying to find courage to cross this line.

to make decisions, whether to listen to my heart or to stay rationale.

to take a bold choice.. or to remain intimidated?

qian.

space.

i am definitely not being myself recently.

Been following my heart, and i lost my mind.

WHERE IS THAT HIGHLY SENSIBLE MOK ZI QIAN?

i just wish.. i am making the right choice. to follow your heart.

Love..

qian

goosebumps all over.

His songs never fail to keep me accompanied.

His was my parents favourite singer.. and now. mine too <3

I guess.. its really hard to find someone with such voice anymore.

<3 even though he may not be the new star.. he is still certainly influencing the music world.

an absolute nightout.

Sometimes, all you need is a relaxing dinner. :)

and of course.. a little camwhore session :)

Finally, presentation over, assignment submitted.. but there is more to come!

No time for crying.. no time for moaning. :)

I know. somehow.. i will manage it.

there is certainly huge satisfaction when you push yourself to the limit and.. you succeed in overcoming your stress and survive through it.

There is certainly loads of stuffs going on recently, mostly about management in relationship with people..well for this.. i am still learning.

I decided to move on... and flip over a new chapter.

I wanted to be a new me. not exactly someone who change.. but someone tougher.. perhaps. someone wiser perhaps.. someone sensible.

Still trying..indeed.

Till then.

love,

qian

天空。

我享受外边平静的天空，好像一切烦恼都不存在似的。